Arkh Zeus - Eternal / Eclipse lyrics

Part 1: Eternal [Sample] Don't take my darling boy away from me Don't take him off to war You took his father and brothers three Now you've come back for more [Verse] Sorry lady, I'm leaving, freeing all of my demons Including you, but I've never been a fool so I'm keeping You inside of my soul, not in my heart while it's beating Cause you are the root to my woes and my actual being Couldn't see what I'm now seeing, or wouldn't believe it Like, the possible reason why we be off when we're speaking I think we're one in the same, just damaged up in the brain And due to our circumstances, we will never ever change But I seeked a solution, tried to beat the confusion 'Til I came to conclusion that I was truly just stupid Cause it's a manifestation of fate, so that's means Our stubborn a**es will never make it past the routine Of bickering about nothing, you victimizing yourself Repeating all of the dumb things, instead of blaming yourself Or at least tryna get help, but "everybody is wrong" Well, you're just a know it all, I've seen through all your facades But in addition, you saw through all of mine How offensive, I thought that my fronts were perfectly fine Couldn't hide every single time you made me cry Or the buildup from my anger that made me wanna die No suicide though cause my pride wouldn't comply Rather it be homicidal and end up televised; Taking a knife right to the side or from behind Or simply getting fired by a sniper or a nine With all of that mind, it's time to say goodbye You pushed me to side and tried to k** my pride But you forgot that's it's mine, and I'm taking it with me So I love you, but I'm leaving, and I pray you don't miss me Goodbye... Long live The Tensai... Long live The Tensai... Long live The Tensai... Long live The Tensai... Part 2: Eclipse [Verse] I think I have found my way through the cycle Bit afraid, but I might go Towards the end, and I won't pretend that it made me a psycho Though I did have a little taste of insanity Can't say that it damaged me, it ignited the man in me To fight back and make Hell Much worse with no bail No freedom in this jail All bleeds from my mental And every drop is another story that entails That I'll never stop roaming along this trail Cause I'm the esoteric king, the aloha supreme The emperor with the pharaoh's eye, The Tensai All these facades that I have tried to identify with To keep my pride the highest while flying in the co*kpit Understeering whenever I get a grip Then I oversteer right after and then my mental just drifts Well dear Lord, this is it, time to prove that you're legit Through what I'm bout to commit, just guide me through this eclipse This is what'll set me free, take me from my everything Everything I've ever wanted to obtain and want to be Every single fantasy, ending and starting with me But this doesn't mean that I'm conforming to reality It just means that I'ma be ghosting, coasting, and defocused On whatever that seems bogus until I'm below with The depths of my inner being, we'll really meet When I reach the end of this path and decay on the scene I'll know how to approach you cause I've learned so much about you I'll accept your darkness and won't change it, I also vow to Not be disappointed if we don't make it to the summit And won't try to fly even if we fall into the dungeon Cause that's probably where we're headed, we're not Heaven sent Especially cause I'm the one who's putting an end to this I'll just go with the flow, no matter of what the direction is I'm open to the hocus pocus and all of the imperfections But before I go, let me just say goodbye To the ones who truly cared about me, or at least tried To the ones who didn't, know I don't blame you I'm actually grateful cause you made the process less painful, so I thank you Now back to what's happening, I'm actually mastering All these patterns of purposeful accidents Enter purgatory and dap up all the inhabitants Keep my story in the back of my cap and look after it Now somebody come and pull the cord please, I'm ready I've said my peace, now it's time to start moving steady Towards defeat, but for me it's a dub, best believe that we've won Great Gehenna for us, as below so above Forget the balance, cause in my perspective, I've reached the palace Not even gonna contemplate if it was worth the challenge I've made it here on my own terms, this ain't a problem I've finally reached my nirvana, so sayonara [Outro] I am, I am, I am I am, I am, I am I am, I am, I am I am, I am, I am I am, I am, I am I am, I am, I am I am, I am, I am I am, I am, I am I am, I am, I am (long live The Tensai) I am, I am, I am (long live The Tensai) I am, I am, I am (long live The Tensai) I am, I am, I am (long live The Tensai) I am, I am, I am (long live The Tensai) I am, I am, I am (long live The Tensai) I am, I am, I am (long live The Tensai) I am, I am, I am (long live The Tensai)