Arkangel - Closure lyrics

1st verse Dear lord tell my unborns No excuse I was immature Show no mercy when I sit in your court Far as fault I'm taking it all So when you meet her I beg you open the door f** …. couldn't give her what she deserved Untainted reserved Chaste like I called and reserved I know what you endured How you feel what you adore And how badly you needing that cure Even what your parents ignore Your brothers insults your dads a**aults Even then you ain't let me put the chrome to his skull Pride and egos took us apart Recentment mood swings To a point I let you sit in the cold When I know it's hurting your bones You put hurt in my soul When i saw what you kept in that phone I called treason we went into war What the f** you sharing that for I can't be a f**en hypocrite I'll be here when you call ( Hook ) We tried so hard To make it work We've come so far Don't wan't to fall back to the ground I wear my heart on my shoulder Can someone please tell me …tell me….tell me Am i going Insane? 2nd verse Let me chill smoke one my dear Cus i will Put this dumb f**s blood flow at a stand still With no guilt Just for stepping in shoes he can't fill You downgraded But disagree saying you hate but you love me Let me interrupt bottom line b*tch you gave him love And all these s*uts got was a f** At the end of the day I don't blame you I blame us Love what the f** happened to us Wait Me and you Is out of the question So I no longer bother reading the message Cus your words lost worth I can't pay them attention Every action contradicts every statement Stupid me for trying to amend it Then you mention a friendship Put up a FRONT like you still got my BACK b**h you gave it to me Teller victory is his And don't ask why the ink in the tatts still in tact I hope you had a good laugh ( Hook ) We tried so hard To make it work We've come so far Don't wan't to fall back to the ground I wear my heart on my shoulder Can someone please tell me …tell me….tell me Am i going Insane? ( Speech ) Imagine taking a walk You come back home And all your sh** is gone …all your sh** is outside What the f** you suppose to do I was just gone for a second ………………….I don't know (( Laugh )) BLOW! ( Hook ) We tried so hard To make it work We've come so far Don't wan't to fall back to the ground I wear my heart on my shoulder Can someone please tell me …tell me….tell me Am i going Insane?