Area 54 - Beckoning Of The End lyrics

What do you see when you look in the space At the back of your mind where the skeletons hide D'you fear the voices that whisper to you From the blackest recesses of your darker side Tempted by urges you cannot explain To do harm to yourself Or the people you blame Grip on reality fades, long past mourning I face my fears alone And though I see the sun I still can't find my way The person I've become I know that it won't be okay Inside my ageing shell I just can't find my way And can't escape myself I don't want to live one more day Is this the end? Time has been so cruel and callous again Like a disease Drifting into the unknown of my mind Becoming my father, I must be blind And though I see the sun I still can't find my way The person I've become I know that it won't be okay Inside my ageing shell I just can't find my way And can't escape myself Destroying the world in my way Trying to hold on With no recollection of what I have done God, let me be Like a disease Waiting to die Like a disease Waiting to die Blame slips through my fingers once again Rain pours down inside my aching head Like a child I'm lost in time Yearning to belong And I guess that they were right I just don't belong