Ard adz - What Have I Become lyrics

[Hook: Ard Adz] Don't rely on a man Hustle on your ones, not with five other man What have I become? Devil to the Lord, but an angel to my son like [Verse 1: Adz] I get the cash and make the cash flip, Astaghfirullah I got my mash in this Masjid I'm doing salah I get cash and I don't splash out on Louis Vuitton Mama told me use your brain, don't you lose your iman Mum I hear that, swear to God I hear you I've looked my demons in the face and told 'em I don't fear you Breaking all these boxes till the day I get a breakthrough Love don't live here but them snakes do, you dig that You think you're real but I see through your heart's denial I done ran through the pain, now it's hard to smile About you do road, you're mileage on half a mile My bruddas do road, mileage gone half a mill It's like they rap now, they soon turn to pop though When my strap bangs, the only time I pop though I like gyal who can rock without Ciroc though Shot these rocks then I'm off to Maroc though What have I become? What have I become? What have I become? What have I become? [Hook: Ard Adz] Don't rely on a man Hustle on your ones, not with five other man What have I become? Devil to Allah, but an angel to my son [Verse 2: Ard Adz] '016, I spent the year stackin' You was in the club, you spent your year dabbing I'm from a place where there's bare stabbings If she's dirty, don't you bareback it f** the winter, I got bare jackets Smokin' weed got me lean like a pair of brackets I'm gettin' mad love, but I'm thinking "f** it all" You've had bad luck, I've never had luck at all ... f** the feds, they're tryna take me for some hostage Got me sittin' in the station in my boxers 'member as a young'un I, first popped a AC Mummy found out, gave me beats like she's JC What's the matter mum? I'm, tryna get in more bread Mummy clapped me like "Why you sh**tin' on your doorstep?" Thinkin' 'bout my bruddas and I'm wishin' that no more dead Or we dishin' out some more lead What have I become? What have I become? What have I become? What have I become? [Hook: Ard Adz] Don't rely on a man Hustle on your ones, not with five other man What have I become? Devil to Allah, but an angel to my son [Verse 3: Ard Adz] Movie in the 'ood still, tryna dodge the camera Middle of the Brikky so I'm holding on this Caliber Everyting's fishy in the Brikky like some calamar I was always guilty but I never told the barrister, you dig that They ain't world cla**, dem boy amateur I'm on my ones but my weapon's in the pa**enger Ten years in and out of stations By now the feds know I won't give a statement I've done dirt, mashed works, I ain't proud of my sin My brudda said he got me, I ain't doubting a thing I told Raggy that he'll always have a visitor I've never snitched, you can ask my solicitor They bucked him, s**ed him, lipo When they bucked him and s**ed him his life froze What's that? £375 on your chain? Get this .375 to your brain for your white gold What have I become? What have I become? What have I become? What have I become? [Hook: Ard Adz] Don't rely on a man Hustle on your ones, not with five other man What have I become? Devil to Allah, but an angel to my son