Arco's Angel - The Defeatalist lyrics

Hey, so now I see how it is Your life is contemporary, ordinary I don't wanna placate but I'll say My darling defeatalist The deeper we heap the sh** the more we're buried Recapitulate already Because I know that I can't make it on my own Because I don't think I can make it on my own I hate how quickly you could forget Guess your love's a temporary, arbitrary artifice For those unwary I lay here as I'm gripping my chest Because I feel kind of guilty When I try to shut it out I drown in d** and alcohols Because I don't think I can make it on my own And then I know that I can't make it on my own And cuz I know my love lays naked in his arms I hear her moaning as she takes it Oh I can't make it on my own No, its hard to take cuz as you know That although we're over now (from miles away I still hear words you think) There is no way around it ('cause suicide would end hearing you sing) So now you see how it is ‘Cause life is just temporary Ordinary, hurts to care, I'll vacate but you Stay. Do you feel kinda filthy And will you feel kind of guilty When you try to grasp the straws Of all my faults you won't recall Because I told you I can't make it on my own And that I don't think I can make it all my own ‘Cause you said it was love as you lay naked in my arms Well if this is your love then you can take it baby