{verse 1} Fruitless, runnin in Circles, tryna get Closer to myself Fake news in my head I'm the worst, no i'm the best Maybe it's somewhere in the middle {pre-chorus} Man, i'd be a bad b*tch in this life If i'd put away these childish crimes Learn to control what's in my mind Stop feedin the thoughts that steal my shine Wastin away all my sunlight I've got a will that's piled up high I can see it in my mind's eye {chorus} I've been a bad b*tch all my life Took me a sec to realize why It's my life and i decide I decide That i've been a bad b*tch for some time Can't wait for no one to tell me why It's my life and i decide I decide {verse 2} Time flies, i don't I've tried but my feet won't Lift up off the earth Lookin for a sign Am i good enough? will i be alright? The sign was always my birth {pre-chorus} Believe in yourself! Trust me, i've tried Affirmed my beliefs till my brain was fried Every time felt like i lied But choices abound in this lifetime I've got a dream and a birthright Luckily i love to fight Eventually i'll come to find {chorus} That i've been a bad b*tch all my life Took me a sec to realize why It's my life and i decide I decide That i've been a bad b*tch for some time Can't wait for no one to tell me why It's my life and i decide I decide {bridge} donormaal: I been down for a minute I was up for a little so i get it Rollercoaster ride, what is life is it finished? Is it light or is it dark like the guinness? Either way, i bend it all into a great space Lookin at the mirror i never seen such a great face Guess i'm just a lil bad, well a lot though Doin' what i want in a city i don't call home R r runnin through the six with my woes held tight 'cause! {chorus} I've been a bad b*tch all my life Took me a sec to realize why It's my life and i decide I decide That i've been a bad b*tch for some time Can't wait for no one to tell me why It's my life and i decide I decide