Arabesque - Silent Crucifixion lyrics

I see you wearing that fake crown of thorns, Sometimes I forsake and regret the day that I was born. I'm on my knees to pray that thickets peel apart your skin, My life is forfeit as you wallow in your sin. I remember the day that I prayed for forgiveness, I have forsaken my life for this cultures acceptance. I let His blood wash over my eyes, and I foolishly wiped it away with their lies. Crucifixion, is a fate I am truly unworthy of. These nails in my hands a d**h, far too fortunate for me. I'm on the ground in the dirt and surrounded by hate. I hear voices around me, people decide my fate. "Hang him!" the crowd screams out! "He isn't one of us!" "k** him! Apostate to us and them!" God, k** me, Murder this wolf inside of me. Crucify me, I am the lie that I despise, Slice out my tongue for the sins of my eyes. Silence is lethal, I am guilty of suicide. Silence is lethal. I have murdered the martyr inside. Silence is lethal, I am guilty of suicide. I've murdered the martyr inside. I've strayed to far and I want to come home. God please save me from myself. I remember the day that I prayed for forgiveness, I have forsaken my life for this cultures acceptance. I let His blood wash over my eyes, and I foolishly wiped it away with their lies. Crucifixion, is a fate I am truly unworthy of. These nails in my hands a d**h far too fortunate for me.