Arabesque - Let Me Fall lyrics

You made my life into a joke, But no one's laughing at all. Cause when I breathe I f**ing choke, And I'm just begging, Let me fall My heart was yours to break. And now it's clearer than ever, That I mean nothing to you. I try to keep it together, But in the end it all falls through. I wanna know how you do it, How you forget about me. Because I'm on the edge, no one can see, that I'm breaking down, And I can't, f**ing breathe. I wanna know what it looks like, When I'm falling apart. I wanna see what you see, When you looked, at, me. You made my life into a joke, But no one's laughing at all. Cause when I breathe I f**ing choke, And I'm just begging, Let me fall. So when you screamed at me, Was the most pa**ion I got. I wanted to believe you, but you ripped me apart. You know damn well I miss you, And yeah I know you could care less. I slit my wrist to forget you. While I prayed for d**h. I wanna know what it looks like, When I'm falling apart. I wanna see what you see, When you looked, at, me. You made my life into a joke, But no one's laughing at all. Cause when I breathe I f**ing choke, And I'm just begging, Let me fall I tried digging my grave, but I was too weak. Cry cut and sleep, then rinse and repeat. I tried to be happy, but that hurt me worse. My heart was your gift, and your love was my curse. (x2) I wanna know what it looks like, When I'm falling apart. I wanna see what you see, When you looked, at, me. You made my life into a joke, But no one's laughing at all. Cause when I breathe I f**ing choke, And I'm just begging, Let me fall