Aqueduct - Living a Lie lyrics

I just can't get it I keep on forgetting Where I spent last night I guess I don't regret it My thoughts are in a fog My head is far behind It's not living a lie If you're not living at all I just can't get it I keep on forgetting How the last two years Of my life have been wasted Golden opportunities That I could have tasted It's not living a lie If you're not living at all You're setting me up And I'm taking the fall You'll hold it over my head 'Cause you've got it all Keep telling yourself baby It's not living a lie If you're not living at all