Apulanta - Within lyrics

I don't know if I want to flow for evermore And I don't want to know how slow the time must flow And I don't want to hear no cheap apologies And I don't want to wish for anything more Within myself I lost myself It's not my mind that's in my head Within my shell without my soul It is my head but not my mind You know your way around the fools' hall of fame You say you're all for it, you're not in for the game It is so hard to try not to look into the flame It is so hard to keep all boogie nights at bay Within myself I lost myself It's not my mind that's in my head Within my shell without my soul It's not my mind in my head Come and go and spin around And throw it up and throw it down And someone's always higher up than you Within myself I lost myself It's not my mind that's in my head Within my shell without my soul It is my head but not my mind