April Base - 43 "GOD" lyrics

[Verse 1] You should go ahead Thank my mommy and my daddy For not poppin' in that rubber Goin' raw, then they had me When I say, that line back it, sound nasty I don't mean it that way I'm sayin', everything could change in a second Besides me, you should give 'em Grammy's too Plus Sue, Auntie Ro & Grammy too Maybe Phil, but we ain't spoke in years no But I am, what they built tho Whether right or wrong I always wrote my songs To keep my nerves so calm Damn, always been that way Way, way back then, til now -sh** ain't change Better pay pay up now What you think, I lost my brain? Quit rapping keep singing Quit singing keep rapping Either way I been snappin' Goddamn, I knew, this would happen k** me if you see me lackin' I been chasin' the vision, I wasn't chasin no b**hes That sh** just hustle backwards Damn, I was vicious I'd let em all hit the mattress I mean no coffee in kitchen I'd go and send there a** packin' Cause that love sh** is for the weak But jokes on me see, I fell in love last week For the first time in years, I swear lifes so strange But knowing me, it'll prolly blow up in my face I'll prolly f** it up, before this songs out I'm beggin' you, don't let me take the wrong route [Bridge] These bu*terflies in my stomach Got me f**ing sick to my stomach For too long, yeah, I been running Making millions out of these hundreds Thats all I ever wanted ay Lord knows, I'm broken ay Lord knows, I'm haunted, ay Damn, I need you now I don't wanna look down Can't afford to be vulnernable She f**ing Geoff or she f**ing Cue? Growing pains from this life I chose , yeah Staying the same is not possible It's just years up in the makin' Countless bullsh** I been taken While you faking sh** [Verse 2] Watch, what I do next f** you, for taking me stupid Don't get twisted, no rubix I never left, I was re-grouping You about to go get the suplex Up in your sh** like I'mPutin Don't take my kindness for weakness I swear, god, told me, to speak this So stop frontin' like you knew this This is the fork in the road Your either op or your with me I didn't punch in no code, it's ate alive by the city Chewed up and spit me out whole Like a roach no u can't k** me On April's 3rd day I rose From Peggy, damn you must feel me [Outro] Yeah, damn you must feel me Yeah, I feel better now So better now