Approaching Nirvana - Fort Hood (feat. Veela) lyrics

It's been us, making it through all our lives 
And I
Can't help but think of how cruel it would have been
 Without you by my side 
I can feel how we've changed
 I can feel who we've become 
How we're numb to the pain
 What we've seen and all we've done 
I'm on the floor letting no screams out 
Somehow, it doesn't hurt anymore We grew close as children,
 Orphans under a roof
 And they spied on us
 We had stolen textbooks Hidden in our rooms 
We had had enough
 We ran for dreamland 
Down the rainy roads
 A man came to us 
In the night, he brought us home Soon,
 All of us were tucked in beds With new sheets
 And I,
 Sipped warm water as I listened to him speak
 "You beautiful children 
Are the war at it's worst
 You've been on the base all your lives 
And me, well I run things here, you're safe by my side 
I'm alone now, since I lost my wife." We saved his life, I'm sure of it
 Old and grey 
We gave him the love he lost 
And became his family
 He gave us our education 
We were thirsty for more
 And when the call came in we were all 
Taken off guard - "Yes, hello, Sergeant Rondaine 
Special Ops, America.
 Your teens have demonstrated
 Everything we could ever want." We're on the field k**ing a man now - 
How come it doesn't hurt anymore?