Apollo Brown - Daisies lyrics

[Verse 1: Verbal Kent] My life was never as complicated as I made it out to be In fact the answers were always right in front of my face it seems That every little thing that bothered me, was truly little I made 'em big deals, handled like a true beginner That's not to say I didn't problem solve I'm just saying I wasted time I wish I had back to spend with those I loved is all I mean to focus on only the bad is counter productive I was a writer, business man, father and husband A true Chicagoian, I feel proud saying this I saw Michael Jordan play at Chicago Stadium Greatest rapper Roger's Park ever saw Got into my share of trouble but I always knew to Call Saul Made my friends laugh, gave 'em my all You know Dan As far as enemies? sh**, I could count on my one hand It's been a good run, no regrets Everything is everything Anticipation builds feels like everything was meant to be [Hook: Verbal Kent] When it's too late and all the "What ifs" are no more than bu*terfly effects Did I choose fate? Let me look back Cause if not then what did I expect? What did I expect? What did I fight for and what did I accept? Did I choose fate? Let me look back Cause if not then what did I expect? [Verse 2: Red Pill] So here lies Chris, died 2-0-1-6 Born 1-9-8-7, many roles he lived He was a son he was a lover, an artist and a brother Wasn't always the happiest and honest motherf**er though Some people loved him for that Hip hop had given him hope, it made him want to give back Put everything that he knew in every one of his raps And he would give you the truth and he would run from his past Maybe he was too hard on himself He let his drinking and depression hurt his art and his health He let relationships get rocky while his problems took control And his girl put up with things that other's probably wouldn't know He lived with guilt he lived with doubt He lived with demons in his heart would probably never figure out But at the end of the day He had too big of a heart, he'll be remembered that way [Hook]