Apogee - Tracing Experience lyrics

A strangely concealed and irrational - unseizable presence which fills my heart with desire - aligning my mind - sensibly yet unruly it urges me to follow my emotion now - only some faint irritations here - between the synapses will form a key and unlock - open the door - activate a self-governed reaction through a programmed sequence Inside a pool there's a multitude of information Bits floating around - oh so far without a rule but suddenly - and it seems they're driven by ghosts hand They recombine, connect and supplement forming reply to questions once been sent providing clues and hints causing my mind to understand Hidden within a maze of a vast complexity once in the dark and being hard to comprehend now rearranged - all lined up in chains and suddenly Showing a way made from fragments born in mind not yet complete but I may jump across and find the missing parts amended by experience gained in time A gentle spark - yet enough to start a fire of pa**ion always prepared oh to enter the unknown programmed to genes by hard selecting evolution proven by time - instinctively employed a sk** well trained by pressures from all sides a constant drill in fighting for survival through the night There's night all around and bare of sight and sound How can I survive with all the threads around? How did my ancient ancestors back in time decide? I try to scan my subconscious feelings to snatch a clue in time There must be a proven alternative for me - a change to get away Within a spiral twist all meandering, any forced decision of the past leaving traces, remembering, engraving and encoding all our frailties The branches of our family tree - our history of evolution - groping for eludication - a guiding light - within the darkness of complexity