Anorexia Nervosa - Solitude lyrics

I'm sitting here alone in darkness Waiting to be free Lonely and forlorn I'm crying I long for my time to come d**h means just life Please let me die in solitude Hate is my only friend Pain is my father Torment is delight to me d**h is my sanctuary I seek it with pleasure Please let me die in solitude Receive my sacrifice My lifeblood is exhausted No-one gave love and understanding Hear these words Vitrifiers and pretenders Please let me die in solitude Earth to earth Ashes to ashes And dust to dust