Angel Haze - Castle On A Cloud lyrics

For you, alright, look I story to tell her, pennies into a wishing well See it's hard to cope with a kiss That you can't tell in a word That you can't spell in a victim, who can't yell And they under your f**ing nose With a sickness you can't smell And the problem is that you really crying for help Nobody out there can hear you It's like they silent sh** yell It started when he was 7 Continued to when he was 12 And in the middle of the night Found another man than himself But this man was confused, this man was abused See this man was a tool To the sickness that he let loose In fact didn't he abuse, molested and he abused To the person that he affected was lesser than finna shoes Damn, he affected the chance to choose He never gave him an option He told him what to believe But never gave him a doctrine Now little boy bloom, he's just like you Sick in the head can't die but he'd like too Damn, same dreams every night too Screams every night too Thinks that he's like you Says every single day there's new demons inside you They scream and they fight you They scream to remind you Of all the f**ing pains still breathing inside you And they give a million reason to die too But nobody ever sees what's inside you I know it 'cause they ignore my screams and my cries too I met a girl once, went through the same thing She told me sh** happens, but things change Things change, she told me all this pain Don't mean change, you gotta take it and remake it 'Til it means strength But I ain't strong enough, I don't think I'm strong enough Why me man I wasn't even old enough I wasn't strong enough, wasn't even bold enough Would've told my mom but that sh** would've torn her up And she was torn enough, and he was mister perfect And now it's trivial I guess I was just f**ing worthless I just want you to know how much it hurt me Because of you I feel like I'm not a person So I sit here with this blade in my hand I got the pain of a child and a brain of a man And it's so loud, I wanna f**ing scream but I don't know how I wanna let it go, but I don't how Yes, it's so loud, I wanna let it go but I don't know how It's so loud, I wanna let it go but I don't know how I wanna f**ing scream but it won't come out Tried to escape but there ain't no out Now I'm stuck here in this castle on a cloud Castle on a cloud Never going up, never getting out, never coming down Castle on a cloud Never going up, never getting out, never coming down For you