Angel Haze - Balance lyrics

[Verse 1:] I'm starring at the view from the height of my past pain Ironic I'm tryin' to come in first if it's the last thing They try to throw me off but I won't let 'em pa** me They k** me with the hating but I ain't in the casket I got to stay on top, y'all don't f**ing over come sh** I had to learn to beat it like I just got a drum kit Now my motto, keep faith stay strong Reprover is stay positive and f** anyone that say opposite 'Cause everybody don't wanna see you win In the end your biggest enemy is maybe your friend Keep losing my balance that's the prize of winners song Tryina' to find God in the eyes of a sinner 'Cause me I'm like the victim through the eyes of a k**er Guns aimed out of worth in the pride that's what been on I'm the up prize in the lives of demise and devastation A low peace of heaven left in Satan, surreal [Hook: x2] So what if it hurts, the struggle is first To live is to die we all suffer the curse And love is the cure until we suffering worse Pleasure is pain, the suffering's first [Verse 2:] Twisted out of my life, my friends said that I changed But how the f** you make a difference and still stay the same They don't carry the weight, they can't handle the pressure So they can see me involved but they keep catching my essence My life is insane but I don't get enough credit But the picture ain't realistic life a photoshop edit How could you even be mad that I was wanted enhanced Say I just to hide an option like empty advance Tap, so f** 'em all they rather see me fail I hit the main stream and my ship gone sail And n***as gon' hate and some gon' plug me But I remain a problem that nobody resolve it And I got this acke in my soul and it's distant now 'Cause I'm hotter than the flames on a piston now I keep losing my balance that's what trips me out Keep my emotions inside 'til I'm flipping out But I won't trip, I stand tall just keep my head and hold on I said I won't trip, I stand tall just keep my head and hold on [Hook: x2] So what if it hurts, the struggle is first To live is to die we all suffer the curse And love is the cure until we suffering worse Pleasure is pain, the suffering's first [Verse 3:] Sometimes I feel like I'm bound to be a sellout So I spit fire to try to let this hell out, to try to let myself out This cage I trapped myself in, but I won't let myself in I feel like if I'm beside of me I won't let myself win And I won't let myself in and I'll be damned if I do I enjoy being myself, I'd be damned if I'm you See I give them what they nedded and that's the real sh** And I do it with my heart so they can feel this That's why the words in my songs read broken bonds Make 'em strong show 'em they got more to focus on And music is the only thing I put my hope in Use words to capture my mute emotions I'm like an umbrella top high I'm hit with a brain But I walk when it hurts like the ligaments break And my thoughts like a frame to the picture I paint I get high off the green like the top of Touraine They can't extinguish the flames from my mouth when I speak I got beauty and peace like a tropical beach And I got me some dreams that I won't stop 'til I reach And Dr. Kings b**h in the mouth of a freak [Hook: x2] So what if it hurts, the struggle is first To live is to die we all suffer the curse And love is the cure until we suffering worse Pleasure is pain, the suffering's first