Angel Haze - Say What's Real lyrics

I have to let my ego go My profit coming heavy as it grows and I'm almost near the point where I'm about to lose control And If he never burdens us with more then we can hold then why do I implode like a f**ing over load? I got fire on my head like MJ with a pepsi drink and a lot of sh** inside me like a septic tank It's funny n***as wanna spin around and flip sh** like I never been sh** but a f**ed up misfit And while there's truth to those accusations I'm still sick with no motherf**ing vaccination I'm still the sh** like they pressed pause on me And technically I foul til' the ref calls on me n***a I could have been signed... I been a buzz But I was scared to show the world who I really was And label heads they ignore those who give their all cause they're busy seeing what stick when it's to the wall It ain't about the f**ing craft and perfection Ask Ryan Leslie I was f**ing that selection But I was busy being stubborn as a ba*tard, With the mind of a crafter and a father that was Casper So I got a lot of sh** I won't admit And a whole bunch more that I won't forget These f**ing f*ggots wanna trap me in my baggage And treat me like I'm manic cause I'm more then they can manage b**h but I'm a be me til' I f**ing croak And I won't let you take me as a f**ing Joke So don't compare me to any b**hes that's out here Cause be honest I am who they not near b**h I'm higher then the f**ing feeling Higher then a building that was built on heaven's ceiling I can't believe I chose this bullsh** over books I'm like a midget in a crowd being overlooked And n***as still f**ing fail to acknowledge me Sleeping on me then later offering apologies I'm sorry Raee'n you speak the truth with every f**ing word Shut up b**h tell me something that I haven't heard Don't deny you play your favorite rapper then play me After you would swear I flow like the middle of a f**ing rapture My mind set is k** em' all or be destroyed I'm out here trying to be balling bigger then keloid Yeah I gotta eat, f** whoever starving It's survival of the fittest word to that n***a Darwin Pause I'm done letting n***as play me And dying of laughter is the only way that they slay me Cause I've been standing here naked hoping y'all see I'm trying to take your eyes and make em' focus on me My mom told me Raee'n You'll only be a star when you become comfortable with who you really are And Since I did n***as been trying to manipulate me, Break me and shape me to every image that they see But I don't listen to a word from you f**ing beginners b**h I'm flyer then the south for a couple of winters How dare you n***as try to call me influential In the same f**ing sentence say it's all coincidental She dresses like a dyke but she bodies instrumentals I think she's f**ing faking it, it's all so incidental n***a I had to k** myself 3 times And let the neigh sayers brain cell my free mind To hold it all in I ain't got the room to So I don't entertain the bullsh** that I'm immune to f** you all b**h f*gs you can die slow Let me be great it's the only thing I know I learned young not to trust sh** So I'm sorry to the world if I'm not enough b**h f** it all I have is my word and my pride So I exhale and let all my burdens subside And to my haters ya'll b**hes stay tune I'm a give you all a million reasons to hate you And still I did it all on my f**ing own Now I'm about to change the chair into a f**ing throne And I dare anybody to stop me I'm putting b**hes in the dirt like sock cleats I'm done