Android Lust - Spine lyrics

I'm searching for my god To reach into his heart and take what I know is mine Take a look at his face and tell me what you taste When you put your tongue to his spine This day it seems to me like an endless dream Where I fall and never touch the ground Get a little closer now So I can hear him growl and drown in sweet sound I'm searching for a face I think it used to be mine Hidden from his lovely eyes I will share no secrets I will tell him lies I will do what I need to survive He's not so pretty anymore 'cause I am sober now Is that a hint of regret on his face It's been a lesson for me but I'm still no wiser I will walk back into his embrace