[Verse 1 Austin O'Brien] Just give up on me. I'm not worth the effort. Just a lost cause A pathetic waste of time Things will never be different I will always be a disappointment [Verse 2 Austin O'Brien] I refuse to believe that you can change me Just like my father and his father before him They've written books about people like me There is no cure so just lock me up and throw away the key This is no disease that you can treat [Chorus Austin O'Brien] For every mistake I've made It's just another reason to f**ing hate who I am Everytime you offer forgiveness Another reason you shouldn't stay [Verse 3 Austin O'Brien] I keep screaming Thinking I can change something Looking back, that's never how it's been I don't have the strength to carry on anymore And I've made up my mind I need you here with me I know what I want I need you here with me [Outro] (But I end up) alone with a mirror and (so) now I see My worst fears Right in front of me I am alone