Chorus] When I look in my eyes, I can't see myself, can't believe myself I've been living this lie, gotta free myself, gotta free myself [Verse 1] Sorry if I'm being cautious Cut the check and then I'm off it I been running through the days Only care if it's about a profit Different b*tches, different days Only care about em if they topless I'm so tired of club hoppin and all these bottles I been poppin For all these girls I don't care for they're just doing what they can I did some things that don't make me no man I need someone who can really understand it Can really understand me, no-oh-oh [Chorus] When I look in my eyes, I can't see myself, can't believe myself I've been living this lie, gotta free myself, gotta free myself [Verse 2] Can't believe that's what I wanted, another night a broken promise Put my poison in the water, I'm forgetting that's somebody's daughter Trynna be a better man, soon enough my turn to be a father When it's time to pay for all my sins, I relapse on back at it again I don't wanna runaway, away, no more I'm not trynna be the same, the same as before As soon as I learn from all my mistakes, I made more, I made more [Chorus] When I look in my eyes, I can't see myself, can't believe myself I've been living this lie, gotta free myself, gotta free myself