Anchors Overboard - Departure lyrics

To die is to live And I'm not too sure what I've done I'm choking on the words stuck on the back of my tongue Mind over matter I don't mind that I don't matter Mind over matter I don't mind that I'm losing my head I'll try anything And never get a result How can I feel so alone? I thought that things could only go up from here I can't see anything I see no hope in me Day after day I dwell on past mistakes (Past mistakes.) I see no hope in me Night after night I toss and turn in bed (In my bed.) This really isn't me Its not how I should be I can't see anything The light has gone out of my life forever I'm blinded by the lies that I've been told my whole f**ing life (My whole life) It's not that I want to die I'm just tired of being here Instead of waking up I'd rather lose myself on my own terms (My own terms.)