[Verse 1]
I hold that gun to my head, No one else shall be hurt in my mind, I see my life in reverse I see
The times when this life was worse those few weeks after all of it started were just absurd the
Line was blurred between what's right what's wrong I can't remember how I survived this long
I can't remember what it was like before all I remember is I said I gotta fight this war so I did
And I was cruel and reckless and I thought it was the way to not get infected but now I get that
The only virus is me and those helpless survivors, the righteous I've seen that I k**ed in this crises
So self-righteously that I left lying lifeless made a tyrant of me now I bleed, and I deserve this pain I
Put the gun away, I deserve to stay
[Corus]
I don't pretend
(All I've done will haunt me for)
Dayz and nights on end (so I gonna be, I gonna be)
Here, And live with myself
(I don't need any need any Help)
I can handle myself I won't abandon this hell
[verse 2]
I decide to live with my sins I can flight, Or just leave and get wings I decide to go to cherno
To create something safe of all this f**in inferno not for me, I'll use my expertise to safe those that
Still feel peace and still have dreams but I don't know if it's gonna work, but I'm at ease I wanna be the man
That I am in my memories so I start to run it's only some miles after A while I see the sky starts looking like
Sunrise I arrive at first light then see some zeds, I'm alive but this fight might be my last bet but I'ma get what
I need, you'll see there's never been anything between me and my needs but then. I see A guy. he looks scared I can
See it in his eyes but why
[Corus]
I don't pretend
(All I've done will haunt me for)
Dayz and nights on end (so I gonna be, I gonna be)
Here, And live with myself
(I don't need any need any Help)
I can handle myself I won't abandon this hell
[Verse 3]
For the first time, since all of this started I look at someone and don't consider him as A target
I don't know what to say so I say "Hey" Then he walks my way, gun pointed at my face I say "Pull the trigger I've
Got nothing to lose" he looks at me and says "hm, and I've got nothing to prove, but I know who you are and that is
Is why I'm confused, If you are hawk, Then why didn't shoot"
[Corus]
I don't pretend
(All I've done will haunt me for)
Dayz and nights on end (so I gonna be, I gonna be)
Here, And live with myself
(I don't need any need any Help)
I can handle myself I won't abandon this hell
[Outro]
"How do you know who I am, we never met before, yes we did... and everyone knows who you are"