[Verse 1]
Who do you aspire to be?
I'm just putting down my feet inside the water to see if I got the courage and the strength to be the person inspiring me
Cause I'm certain that ain't just gonna die unsurprisingly
Put a bullet to my face
And I'll go down but I'm smiling
Send me the number to explode and that's the number I'm dialing
Put a spark in the fire so you can send it off spiraling
Out of control like the path of this f**ing plane that I'm piloting
[Bridge: ZūK]
And I'm afraid
And I'm afraid
And I'm afraid
I wanna stay
[Verse 2: ZūK]
I want to stay but I can't stay here
I want to pray but I can't pray here
Another day but it feels like years
No other way, I got to face these fears
I got to say what I don't want to hear
Hide away like I don't got ears
I want to play but I don't got peers
I got to pay for the price of my tears
I got to pay but the price is priceless
The life that I live is lifeless
Just a few steps in this brightness
Surrounded by blue like Cyprus
I shoot for the news like ISIS
I'm drowning in booze but I like this
I'm destined to lose but I type this
I'm sick of this bruise like typhus
I'm tired of hearing these trap songs
I'm wondering where the real raps' gone
I'm shooting a bottle, the caps off
T-Minus 10 'till I blast off
This sh** is far from the last song
I shoot for the stars in this vast dome
I'm wondering, "Where did my past go?"
The future is all that I ask for
I'm wondering, "Where did my past go?"
The future is all the I ask for
[Outro]
But I'm afraid
But I'm afraid
I want to stay
I want to stay