Yeah, cuz’ I feel so Numb,
Heart is beating like a drum,
People assume that im dumb,
You don’t even know where im from.
Sometimes I feel like I’m dead.
But, don’t worry ZJ,
Its all in your head.
As I lay in bed.
In the dark room.
Feel like I’m having a lucid dream,
Of my doom.
Heart is racing as fast as a car,
Vroom vroom.
Like a mummy has just awoken from his tomb.
It’s like what’s all over me is gloom.
My rocket is shooting up in space so high,
Zoom.
I mean,
What’s the deal?
Is life real?
As I try to Squeal,
I fail,
I turn pale,
What’s come in the mail?
Sanity I wish,
I’m shivering as the snow hails,
Darkness as big as the biggest whale.
Look at my heart,
It’s on sale,
I’m in jail,
In my cell,
Here it is hell,
I need a bail,
In life,
I fail.
But, nobody will pay for the bail.
(nor buy my heart)
Because,
It’s already torn apart.
I’m always the bad guy,
For that job,
I can apply.
Wish I could retry.
But, life’s like a game,
It’s over.
And that I would like to clarify.
Glad I could verify.
Sorry that I dissatisfy,
Wish I could satisfy,
I ask myself why, why, why,
Has my life died, died, died,
Wish I could let this fly,
But, then again,
I won’t retry to retry.
I’ve dug my hole so deep,
Wish I could dig it back up.
That will never happen,
Because, Life denies.
It’s like shooting fireworks on the 4th of july,
But they don’t shoot up in the sky,
Instead they burn on the ground,
With no sound.
I’m like a fox,
Im sly.
I’m also, a liar,
Because, I lie.
Sorry if I intensify,
But,
I’m just trying to Identify,
What everything means,
Us,
As human beings,
I’m still trying to specify,
But, then again,
Life is all a big fat lie.
Wish we could see eye-to-eye,
But,
What’s that gonna do?
I mean,
This is the last and final screw.
I guess this must be in my genes.
That’s why i’m so blue.
It’s like i’ve never grew.
It’s like my happiness just flew.
Away,
That day.
That way.
But, Imma go still be sad,
And not glad,
So bye-bye,
As I watch my as it dies-dies.