You're about to witness his will and last testament
You're banging on the floor till your energy is spent
You're thinking about his smile and just how much it meant
With him it felt like home, but he's stopped paying rent
Pacing Back and forth just looking for a reason
The universe is punishing you for high treason
And you miss him, And you wish you had listened
Finding another like him is an impossible mission
What could you have done, what could you have done
Like his own Chuck E Cheese, you made his life fun
You told him baby please, when he held up the gun
Forced him to put it down, watched him till the morning sun
And now to your left his dad is mourning his son
Picking up the pieces of the puzzle he had just begun
d**h shoots a bullet straight into your thumping heart
I guess the promise was until d**h do us part
*Chorus*
Are.... You...
Are you one of them. x2
*Chorus*
I guess she's been your mother for Sixty Five years
Cause you're brother's next to you fighting back through the tears
She's lying on the bed, under too many tubes to see ya
Last time you saw her on a bed was in Ikea
But this time is different, When you hit the ignition
The way to the hospital was a pond, for sentiments you were fishing
But you couldn't find a single one
Only when her life is over, will yours have begun
Right in front your cousins are losing their aunt
And to them you're weirdly calm and nonchalant
You can't explain to them how you just don't feel their pain
You can't explain to you how you're not ashamed
Blank slate like your page on wikipedia
She screaming bloody hell, cause she's got leukemia
But you don't feel a thing, no not at all
Just like rome every person is destined to fall
*Chorus*
Time heals all wounds, but some are really deep
Kind that keep your eyes open, when you tryin to sleep
Life's a dilemma, as you sit back counting sheep
Thoughts like a goblin, back into your mind they creep
October 27th two thousand fourteen
A young man lost his life who before was never seen
Seat all in the back, ran middle of the track
Never excelled, but then again, nothing he lacked
Mediocre day, biking to cla** kinda late
Next thing he knew on the blacktop he laid
Turns out a truck took up too much the pavement
Cause I guess they didn't know just how much life meant
Mother's screaming his name, Father's going insane
Brother growing up alone, with nobody to blame
All lives have meaning, impact, and worth
It's up to you to decide how much losing one hurts