I saw the devil in the headlights of a black Coupe de Ville
Thoughts screaming
Feeling like d**h
Questioning my will
Basked in ignorance
Now I've seen my sins
Overwhelming thoughts
Giving in
No life for me here
End it all for a cheap relief
Filled up on d**
Pick my skin til it blisters
Seeing false grace
It's tempting, convincing
Losing my sight
Seeing Hell blinds me
Losing my might
Forced and unwilling
Eternal abyss
The blackness surrounds me
I curl my fingers around the cold metal
It's hard turning down the tricks of the devil
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Voices in my head
Someone else's thoughts
Flickering light
Sleepless nights
I'm consumed by my own fright
Laying in a stretcher under fluorescents
Gripping the rails of the bed
Judgment skewed
Realization of vanity
I'm breaking down mentally
What's wrong with me?
Choking on my own tongue
Filled with disease
Someone pull the plug
What's wrong with me?
My mind is infested
What's this feeling?
Flooded with intentions
Seeing Hell
Standing on the edge
Rock bottom
Delirious
Confronted by God
Bitter existence
Thoughts so hideous
Suffering soul
I felt d**h's embrace
I still see these Demons