No, no, no
I don't even know anymore
I can't, I can't, I can't even see through this right now
No, no, no
I don't even know right now
I don't want to die one day
So petrified by just the thought of it
We let it pa** us by
We never think about it
But we can't deny
One day we'll run low on our energy
We'll take our last breath
And when I think about it
It makes me numb to life's issues
All of life's struggles and hardships
Forget the present moment
I always think on the future, a moment which has not yet pa**ed
But I know it will, so what can I do?
Is there something more for me to do?
More than the usual panic attacks and dread
There must be more to this than d**h and fear
I don't even know anymore
Don't ask me, I don't know
I can't think, I don't know
Confusion and cloudy judgment overlap my emotion
To be at ease seems but a distant memory
I don't even know anymore
I never knew