Verse 1 :
If I were loving you the way you're loving me
You'd be dead now, you'd feel your heart
Out of your chest cause you'd be stressed out
Always insecure you're looking for the cure
Against the hole inside your soul
Everything around is going slow
And I can't do anything about it
You know just like, you're non-exclusive
I'm abusive and possessive as f**
And I'm never there when we all need
Those f**ing real talks, I'd rather smoke
My weed with my clique on midnight walks
And you're alone in a bed made for two
What a poor girl, I'm so sorry that I ain't sorry
And here you throw dirt all on my face
Cause you say we are living in a dirty world
My place is looking a ghost boat floating like
The f**ing black pearl, b**h it's Friday make
Sum fish, not because I don't love you anymore
That it means I'm selfish, you're out here having fantasies
About my abs, we 're coming from different love cultures
We're coming from different tribes I think so
Momma taught me how to respect a girl but
Did she anticipated the fact that that girl's
Giving her bu*ts away for few dollars
Dad I sware I'm not the father, I just want you
To be in love with me, but b**h I'm so sorry to bother
Hook :
It's so awful when it never goes both ways, (x3)
It's so painful when it just goes ur way (x3)
Verse 2 :
If I were loving you the way you're loving
You'd be dead now, you'd feel ur heart
Out of your chest cause you'd be stressed out
You'd be always complaining about my sh**s
My planning, I've never planned to be painting
Our love this way but you know how sh**s goes
Life ain't always rose, you're speaking sh**s
About me without any f**ing cause
You're furious ? oh hilarious, you don't have
The right to be furious b**h, if I were like you
I'd say " sorry to piss u off I'm on my period " that's false
Your sh** starts at first day of the month
We're the 31st December please be honest just for once
How could you be so rude ? I might ask to magic !
How can you be so heartless ? I might ask to kanye
And I miss you, oh my God I miss you
I don't recognize myself, I just want you right now
Cause you're simply good for my health
You just f** and go no you don't do anything else
I guess f**ing and falling in love is for somebody else
Hook :
It's so awful when it never goes both ways, (x3)
It's so painful when it just goes ur way (x3)
Sometimes I'm wrong, sometimes I'm right
Sometimes I feel alone but u don't what is inside
Sometimes I'm wrong, sometimes I write, some day you'll be gone and this day freedom by my side