My life keeps getting harder
While I'm shrouded in darkness
But I keep up the fight
Because I still see the light
At the end of the tunnel
I just refuse to crumble
And no matter the plight
I won't go quiet tonight
But my heart has been frozen
And I'm no longer open
To the wishing and hoping
I won't always be lonesome
I might mask my emotions
And stop showing devotion
To these fish in the ocean
'cause I'm getting the notion
I was meant to be lonely
And I'm feeling so homely
From the shade that they show me
As I fade away slowly
I stay locked in my dungeon
Where de-pression has sunk in
And they make their a**umptions
‘bout my mental dysfunction
My friends don't understand it
They just think I manage
To just take them for granted
They just think that i plan it
I just go out and vent and
They just become offended
When I say I feel lonely
Feel like I've got no homies
I'm the type that feels alone while in room full of people
A lot of conversations, no one's conversing with me though
And if I vocalize it everyone a**umes I'm evil
And I'm selfish one, nobody gives a f** ‘bout me, though