With our relationship it wasn't just some other love,-
To me you were like an angel sent to me from up above
BUT YOU TREATED ME LIKE A NEW GROUPIE 'N A FAN,-
ASIDE YOU THREW ME THEN YA RAN,-
BUT ONLY SUCH DECEITFUL EYES AS YOURS COULD SEE THE TRUE BEAUTY IN A MAN,-
You lied to me sayin' you weren't seein' anyone else but who would've even knew,-
That you were two timin' and i actually used to believe in you,-
But then you stabbed me in the back when i turned away after all that we been through,-
You used to always tell me that you loved me but now i wonder if all that sh** was even true,-
I thought you were my dream object but it turns out you were my worst nightmare,-
In my sleep i attempt to dream but everytime i try you're right there-
Tauntin' me but still i let you see my vulnerable side hopin' you won't leave 'n might care,-
But you just take advantage of me you don't even fight fair,-
I just wanted to be your knight in shinin' armor-
And protect ya from anyone that would fight 'n try 'n harm ya
For you i try to be a better man,-
I attempt to please you but it seems that no matter how hard i try i never can
I wanna be the person ya mourn 'n cry to,-
I wanna fill your life with lovin' happiness i really adore 'n like you,-
All i do is think of you and protectin' you better than more men try to,-
But the funniest part is you think of yourself more than i do,-
You try to be one of(start)the most lovely 'n prettiest people,-
But the inside of(start)ya soul's ugly 'n hideous evil,-
You just fool people with your nice looks in other words you're pretty deceitful,-
You'd tell me i was priceless when i felt worthless
You made me feel welcome and happy around you i never was nervous-
But on the outside you only appeared loving and caring on purpose,-
'n i realized that so my perception of you changed as soon as i got up under ya surface,-
And now i can't ignore the agony that's naggin' me what the f** did i do to deserve this?-
See these girls claim they love you unconditionooly,- (unconditionally)
These b**hes play with your life like it's a toy 'n after you're done playin' ya part-
When they get bored of you they toss you aside and it feels like you're bein' taken apart,-trust me i'd know 'cause this one hoe acted like a b**h 'n fooled me,-
They have no shame in hurtin' you or even breakin' ya heart,-
'n they feel like while you're grievin' they can depart-'n leave an ache in ya heart,-when they realize you're not the person they're wishin' you'll be,-
'cause as soon as another prospectcomes along they'll switch 'n you'll see,-
See b**hes don't love you they just love the way ya act,-
And a**ume it's you but when you show ya real side they say ya whack,-
These b**hes don't really-want to know the real me,-
They're just impressed by my public image but as soon as i act real they think it's sil''ly,-
So a girl might look like kim kardashian on the outside 'n she may seem like(start)the most prettiest girl,-
But a lot of 'em on the inside is(start)a gross hideous worl'''d,- (wurl - world)
'n they say they love you,-
But really they just wanna f** you
Y'all are same girls that pretend you're'''innocent 'n naive,-
In front of me but you just act that way until my back's turned it's'''imminent when i leave,-
But there actually are some b**hes that are innocent 'n stupid,-
The same vulnerable fools that get manipulated by cupid,-
So easy to be deceived and be delu''ded,-
Even if it's subconsciously and neither of you understand what you did...
'n these hoes look like models like a barbie,-they commit sins each day they ain't sorry,-
They just wanna party-and get buzzed 'till they can hardly-
Reason and wake up with a stranger in some unknown place askin' where are we,-
'n to you rich people who are celebratin' everyday of your lives while'''you f**in' hoes,-
You found a bad b**h who s**'''s 'n blows,-
And you wanna keep her so you buy her new stuff 'n clothes,-
And before i continue tell me does this sound like true love when those,-
New f**in' hoes-turn around fast f** you over and leave you goin' through sudden woes,-
But that's just what s*uts do so i guess that's just how the story f**in' goes
But see me i just want a nice relationship but i ain't about to'''deal with the drama,-
I want a really nice girl but i ain't lookin' for a perfect real slim madonna,-
'n i don't want a girl that tries to manipulate and control who i'ma be,-
But no matter how hard i look i still havn't found the person that's right for me,-
And no matter how hard i look i might never find that person in this society,-
No matter how sincere and considerate i try to be,-
Lookin' for somebody who doesn't expect me to live up to their society-
Influenced ignorantly conceived preconceptions of propriety,-
But i'd be sure to console them even when they're upset if they need to cry to me-
Instead of cryin' to their diary,-
And lean on my broad shoulder until they live life again delightfully,-
I continue dreamin' of that person who sees the real beauty inside of me,-
Rather than my dreamy looks on the outside where there's no privacy,- /through me in privacy/
I want to find that person who looks with a gentle open minded eye to see,-
So i fall asleep and i find the person of my dreams finally,-