[Verse 1: Wrekonize]
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Dear Suicide, Once again I've called your name
Sitting on dixy Highway waiting for pa**ing trains
Carriers in freeze frame, I ain't seen sh** change
I'm feeling even more pain cuz I'm the one to blame
Two years signed, buried my grind feet first
All I could drop was one mix tape and T-shirt
I feel like I'm walking in reverse
I'm trying to get a claim for pictures I frame
Guess I need rebirth
Still no sign of a train
It's a shame
I was hoping amtrak could split me from my brain
It's a b**h when the people start learning your name
Without large add campaigns the memory fades
And the industry ain't nothin' but strange
People seem to know the dope from the whack
Still their fond of the lame
Dear suicide
I've been thinking about us chillin'
The train never came so I'm climbing the south B-building
It's only three stories, the fall should k** me though
They ask me when my sh** gon' drop
And now their gona' f**in know
Thinkin' I can't wright songs
But that ain't f**in' so
Rooftop barbeque, It must be Jim's brother Joe
So Scratch that plan and onto the next one
I'm tired of usin debt funds to save up for bread crumbs
Last item on my list reads "get gun"
It seems these days the only good MCs are dead ones
Am I loosing my mind?
Letting my world tumble
Just because I almost fumbled the rhyme
I've had females treat me just fine
And all I do in return is burn two bad eyes blind
A magi's crime
And now I'm falling off the gift horse
The pistol's like my tour guide
It's time for me to shift course
My mom loves to drink
My step paps don't treat her right
Selfishness can often blind a man to all the keys of life
Mom your ora is grand
And on the real
f** a man who can't appreciate you right where you stand
God damn
I raise this pistol up and demand
If there's somebody watching over me this bullet can't land
The gun will just jam
And i can rea**ess all plans
Move out of Sam's scam start buildin a fam
I wonder if I'm just a strand in the hour gla** sand
I better find out quick
Click*
Am I still on the land?
(Dear Suicide x4)