[Hook]
As winter takes me now, of cold and clammy skin of barren empty womb, as i am born again
[Verse 1]
You're always on my mind, I can't ever let you go
You're with another guy, I already know
All these feelings, why do I let them show? I'm revealing everything into a flow, but it's much more to me than that, this is how I cope
But, I'm still losing hope, so I still continue to turn to dope
I'm already so cold, but I'm doing my best not to fold, and I'm not gonna deny that it gets difficult,if i still had you by my side it would have been controlled
If i still had you by my side, I would actually be happy, since you're not it seems to be that my depression has trapped me
I don't know what to do, I'm still so confused about everything, I have been for so long
When will i just move on?
I want to but for some reason, it seems wrong, so until i do
I put this all in a song, and make it all go along
[Hook]
As winter takes me now, of cold and clammy skin of barren empty womb, as i am born again
[Verse 2]
You're a story in my life, I hope I'm not a chapter in yours because if I am, I always thought I meant more
Now, I wonder what we have in store for us, because this sh** is torturous
It feels like I'm cursed with the hurt and it's only getting worse as it continues to lurk, there's so much it feels like I'm about to burst
I really just want us to work, I can't stop thinking about what we once were, and all it does is bring me more hurt
You're the only girl i want to call mine, after all this time, I swear you're still my kryptonite
Do you have any clue what you make me feel inside, I try my best to tell you, but sometimes it can be real complicated to describe, It's really something that can be hard to explain, but this is something I can say, You left me with another scar and now, nothing will ever be the same!
[Hook]
As winter takes me now, of cold and clammy skin of barren empty womb, as i am born again
[Verse 3]
I don't know why I want you back when you just hurt me
My friends tell me to let you go, but that isn't working
I guess I should be searching for something more deserving, but I'm really not ready, when I'm still in love with you so much, that I'm still craving your touch.. fu*k. I really just want to be content, but I can't until this feeling comes to a end, so until I am I'm goin to tell you what you mean to me again and again
[Hook]