Maybe this is out of line but I envy the dead sometimes
It's hard to say cause I've had close friends that pa**ed away
But they never have to feel again
They never have to be in pain
They never have to struggled just to be denied
Maybe I'm the one who's cursed, condemned to walk the Earth, to grow old and lose my grip on everything that's close to me
But I don't know
I'm just thinking
The more you know the less you know
I'll find out eventually
I hope it's not to late for me
I've never been a lucky one
I was born face down, a forgotten son
I've never been a lucky one
Cause if we were lucky
We would all die young
You can rest in peace or live in violence
Conflict, disease, this world don't make no sense
When you come from the bottom, life's a joke
All your hopes and dreams go up in smoke
It makes me wonder what's the better day, the day you're born or when you go away
Lately, I've been thinking about this loveless world and all the evil sh** I've done and all the times that I've been wrong
I've never met a righteous face
Heaven must be an empty place or else it's full of people life me
I guess I'll have to wait and see