[Verse 1]
At time like this is when I miss my b**h
Sittin' reminisce
Never disrespect you quick you too legit
I'm in the bottom sliding high and gliding
Man I swear I hope I f**ing find you
Drowning bleach within my eyelids
See, this is what I get for f**ing with your heart
Instead of putting you through all this nonsense
Labels wanna sign me now when they said I wouldn't
Amount this sh**
Now how I'm 18 and f**ing groupies in hoopties when I was broke as f** in my momma's crib
Doing this oh so nonchalantly
Doing d** in apartment beds
So profound we off this sh** but back to you
I'm staring at the man up in the mirror but I couldn't see him we clear that I'm clearly lonely
And sittin' you clearly know me
You get it but where my conscious at?
Where was you when I overdosed nearly catchin' a heart attack
Lowkey I be off Percocets
Just to numb all them b**hes
Just to see all them living this
Hate this life how I'm living it
Mom's Jehovah Witnesses
Pops ain't never seeing him
Clout I never cared for it
[Hook]
And if I die just know that sh** was my pride
Or maybe the lean in my left kidney inside of me
Ay f** that n***a, f** that n***a
f** you Isaiah ay
Ay f** that
And if I die just know that sh** was my pride
Or probably this lean in my left kidney inside
f** that n***a
Ay f** that man in the mirror, and f** Isaiah who is you
f** that man in the mirror like f** Isaiah who is you
[Verse 2]
And now it k**s me inside
But I stay quiet I can croft the sadness
As long as you happy I'm vibin' as long as you smilin' I'm breathin'
And I know I can't be your keeper but these secrets they just like slit skin
Throw alcohol on in my gash when you clean it
I'm scheming for riches no disrespect but you my b**h
I disrespect the cash made quick sh**
I just love you till the end
Until the world falls and we burn in a deep hell and abyss
And from the devil I hope you love my potion just get a lick
Give me chances within' the candle to spark it and get it lit
But like f** it you had to dip
And in the end I look like a b**h cause I couldn't love you legit
In the end I look like a b**h cause I couldn't love you legit
f**
[Hook]
And if I die just know that sh** was my pride
Or maybe the lean in my left kidney inside of me
Ay f** that n***a, f** that n***a
f** you Isaiah ay
Ay f** that
And if I die just know that sh** was my pride
Or probably this lean in my left kidney inside
f** that n***a
Ay f** that man in the mirror, and f** Isaiah who is you
f** that man in the mirror like f** Isaiah who is you