THERE IS A WAR IN MY HEAD THAT I CAN'T WIN
SO I HAVE SHOWN THE WHITE LONG TIME AGO
I AM IN MY PRISON LOCKED AND I CAN'T FLEE
MY BACKGROUND SHADOWS ME ANYWHERE I GO
IN MY FOUR WALLS OF DISTRESS I LOST MYSELF
AND I AM LOOKING FOR THE ANSWERS TO MY PAIN
I AM A MEMBER OF THE FELLOWSHIP OF SADNESS
I KNOW THAT MY LAST TATTERS OF HOPE ARE SLAIN
IT TEARS ME INTO PIECES
NO ONE CAN CATCH ME WHEN I FALL
NO TIME WITHOUT A THOUGHT ABOUT
WHAT WAS HAPPENING LAST TIME
SLEEPLESS NIGHTS AND SENSELESS TEARS
USELESS FIGHTS AND FUTURE FEARS
I WILL TELL YOU WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE ALONE
I CAN TELL YOU ALL THESE THINGS YOU DIDN'T KNOW
I DID NOT SAY EVERY WORD YOU WANNA HEAR
ABOUT THE FEELINGS THAT I'VE HAD WHEN I WAS NEAR... BY YOU
I ALWAYS HOPED THERE IS SUN BEHIND THIS CLOUD
THAT ONE DAY YOU WILL TAKE ME TIGHT BY MY HAND
WHAT I REGRET TILL THE END OF MY WHOLE LIFE
I DID FORGET OUR LAST KISS
I AM TRYING TO FORGET IT
MAYBE I AM TRYING TO HATE
JUST FOR SECONDS I CAN FLY
BEFORE REALITY STRIKES BACK
SLEEPLESS NIGHTS AND SENSELESS TEARS
USELESS FIGHTS AND FUTURE FEARS
WERE THEY RIGHT THE DECISIONS THAT I'D MADE (WHAT DO I FEEL)
COULD IT BE, PAIN, SORROW OR JUST HATE (I CAN'T CONCEAL)
IT IS LIKE, I KILLED MYSELF AND DIED (IT SEEMS UNREAL)
I KNOW THAT I HAVE LOST MY FIGH