To you, to you
To you, you
You...
You, you, you...
[Verse 1]
Remind me of somebody
Can't put my finger upon it, these memories been departed from somewhere deep in my skull...
And this ain't how it's s'posed to be
I should be in control, my mind evil please let me go
Deceited
Through all I show
I'm defeated
By all I know
I'm jus waitin'
For that single hour I'm greeted
At my tombstone
And I mean it
A minuscule human being
Being betrayed by this living
Could turn this human to heathen
Relax yourself n***a, breathe in
What energy you been seeking?
Trapped by these dreams, and I get scared like, "Will l get the chance to go see 'em
Truly bloom into fruition
Within this garden of eden?"
Put it on my soul, if I turn whole, I'll be there watering seeds and
Fighting these demons like
"What you
Really want from me?"
Nothin'
Drained through all this confusion, been using photos for comfort
Been on my lone for a minute
Ain't nothin' new but the postal
Been on my phone sendin' SOS's, don't say I ain't told you
Remember what you had told you
"What about yourself, my n***a?"
"What about your health, my n***a?"
"Red across your face from this eczema you can't help, my n***a
And them sleepless nights you can't breathe and need that inhaler with you...
Thank God I kept my prayers with you..."
[Refrain]
I can't give you more than what I am
I am nothing more than just a man
Might just be fragment of your imagination...
I was never here in the first place
[Verse 2]
Some things I can't explain
Momma told me "Don't ever change,"
I sign away my thoughts through this music before my resignation...
I never hesitated
Always kept it fluid for a resolution
I'll find my way, that's even it proves to be projected viewings of 11 nooses
Please come save my soul...
Begged that sh** at 13 cause that pain's a heavy toll
And this fate; I can't control
Make my brain go self implode...
Or maybe just overlap, my whole story been on the road, and I'm feelin' like Kerouac
I digress
They tell me less is more
But I can't hold my tongue
Find it hard to be so patient
When you know you the only one
Depended on from the jump
All these hearts that I could probably touch
All these brothers that been takin from me
Rest in power Michael and my n***a Bugs
Wonder "Have I been haunted?"
Wonder why I've been taunted
Been on the road less traveled
Yet, my state of mind ain't on it
Been feelin' like I'm Marvin
I'll probably go out like Marvin
Heard Through the Grapevine
These problems, but who am I to solve them?
[Outro]
If these angels crying to me, I cannot hear them no more
Please baby, wipe all them tears off your face, I can't feel them no more
Please Momma, wipe all them tears from your eyes, I can't see them no longer
Hoping and praying this physical fade makes my spiritual stronger