f**in around like i'm dead inside
I've been up for six hours i'm gettin tired
The sink is a mess got the dishes piled
Finished my coffee i'm never wired
I could use another cup but there's no clean mugs
So i guess i'll rinse out to refill it up
Coffeemate two sugars praying for a buzz praying "god
Please help me pack the dishwasher up"
'cos i got to get some sh** done today
I need this laundry done like yesterday
I haven't brushed my teeth since like saturday
I haven't took a shower in at least two saturdays
And i know how it sounds
Yeah i get why it's alarming
But i'm honestly alright
No thoughts of dying or self-harming
'cos i am not depressed
I'm just not feeling that great today
But i'll be fine
I'm not gonna k** myself
So could you just chill out
What you're doing isn't helping
Just let me have my f**ing moment
For a couple more weeks
Pretty soon i'll be over it
And you won't recognize me