I gotta masturbate real quick so i dont make a bad decision
Dangerously close to taking up an offer im not feeling
Any p**n that comes to mind'll do just tryna end the mission
Looking forward to coming to earth the moment of emission
Then ill look back at my phone like what the f** was i thinking
Im a s*ut, im indecent
Better off w/ my screen and
Even if im fiendin theres always another option
Even if im feeling hollow i got va**eline and condoms
I got va**eline and condoms if you wanna come over
Im all alone for two more hours but you gotta let me know
But i dont know i mean ugh i mean f**
Fine let me hop into the shower and ill be there around 9
Wash away my better judgement
Cos it's already in motion
Like welp, this is happening
Not that it really matters
Like whatever i'll s** a dick
Maybe even have a kiss
It's not gonna k** me
I mean yeah this is nothing
I'm so stupid
Why do i do this
This doesnt feel good