Welcome to my dreams
Waking up has never been so hard
Rest a**ured, I've never made it this far before
I fear and loathe how long we have left
Until its all done and gone
Bury me deep inside my faith
Then in a few years, release me from under the soil and dirt
In which I've concealed my entire life with
Waiting for a chance, a hint of hope
Now faced with life, unsure of everything
I wear the colours of a skeptical man
Black and grey, is all I see
Friends that I've lost
I'm trying hard to forget
I could've sworn that they said, they'd be here forever
But I know, they're still there watching me neck deep in failure
I'm f**ing soaked to the bone
Heart on my sleeve, severed and worn
Replaced realism for bliss
I'll never trade it back
This is my everything