I wanna be a stranger today And act so strange in my own way The smile I wear is nothing but fake I hope I sleep before I wake I hold my breath and count to ten Afraid to go to sleep again With shaking hands I grab a pen Afraid to write the same again And nothing's worth the pain
Four more lines and I'll keep quiet I guess there's nothing left to say Two more lines and it doesn't feel right I guess that's easy for me to say I found sleep in a pill It takes my mind so far away I won't drink the drinks I spill