The sun covered by grey (since that day)
The 4th of the 4th month, that day he died
You lay in the cold, the cold ground
Soil is your bed, it keeps you bound
10 days past, I am insane
I walk these streets where you once were
These roads made out of your skin
My son, where have you been?
Where have you gone?
I approach your old doors, your old work is now your coffin
A figure lingeres at your bar, a wreck of a man
Fear fills the room
Is he the one?
"Did you take my son"
You lay in the cold, the cold ground
Soil is your bed, it keeps you bound
The earth's flesh is now his home
His home
The crimes I committed, make me no man
Where did my faith go?
My hands feel like weapons of war
But used against the good and the innocent
My brother, her son, you see I thought they were nothing but now are no more
Now are no more
Now are no more
I grip the piece
Thoughts are pa**ing
The tension is filling the room
He can feel it, I can feel it
I aim, his face is motionless, just like my body, just like my son
Do I shoot?
Or will I be the same as him?
A cold k**er
A cold man
Ending lives with red hands of loved ones
April 14th
d**h is near