Ya I remember being 13
Knife to my wrist
And a list of broken dreams
Look at me now man
Now I f**in gleam
But I still can't forget about all those f**in things
Ya I remember being 15
Snortin all em pills
Didn't know a damn thing
Gettin kicked outta schools
Hitting licks thinkin it was cool
I'm a lame for the goon that I grew into
Ya I remember being 17
Syringes on the table
Round a grimy a** scene
Rigs in my veins til I f**in od'd
I was tryna die
I was just tryna bleed
Go ahead and judge me
Go ahead don't love me
I don't feel regret
Nah, I just feel pain
Suffocating memories flooding out my brain
And I ain't ashamed
I ain't ashamed
Don't ask me my name
I'm f**in insane
But I ain't ashamed
No I ain't ashamed
I ain't ashamed
Cause this sh** made me who I am
This sh** made me who I am