I've been working all day
I Need a little break
Need to get away
Need an escape
I need a lift
Need a splif
Need a drink
Just a sip no
I don't need that more
But I used to, I got through it
Need to be strong, promised myself that I wouldn't
But maybe just a little sip not anymore than that
I'm loosing grip
If I slip up is it considered a fail
I don't understand what I feeling like I'm trynna read brail
Cause I wanna and I don't
I need to but I won't
Inner battles make me wanna tie a rope around my throat
I'm broke cause everything I had I smoked
And soaked away in booze it's true, my life's a mother f**ing joke
And i'm so
Drunk and tired (i'm so)
Drunk and tired (i'm so)
Drunk and tired (i'm so)
Drunk and tired (i'm so)
Just a bucket full not anymore than that
For me this so much more than rap
It's my private therapy
It's not meant to be shown necessarily
My raps are prone to be scarily true
Reality is what I scarcely view
Due to the fact that I'm running from it
I'm so high that at some point I gotta plummet
From the summit until I land on my stomach
You name a drug and bet your a** that I'm on
Demonic addictions
Beat my mind and my body and my soul to submission
If I listen then they talk to me
But I shouldn't, 'cause If I do they talk for me
Walk for me, create, control my thoughts for me
But Surely I can vanquish them
It's just, I have tried and only angered them
Drunk and tired (and it's made me)
Drunk and tired (i'm so)
Drunk and tired (i'm so)
Drunk and tired (i'm so)