[Stupid punk intro]
[Nagging doubt]
[Deep inside]
Deep down inside I hate myself
I don't love you or anybody else
Deep down inside it's hard to face
The fact I can't even love myself
Deep down inside I realize
My life has been one big disguise
To keep on hiding deep inside
The fact I could never love myself
Deep down inside I start to die
Until I do I'll live my lie
It's hard to face the fact that
Deep inside I might never love myself
[O.k. to dream]
Do what you want, who sets the rules?
Who plays god? Who play the fool?
Who's got you running away from yourself?
Who'll give you pity? Who'll give you help?
Who makes the choices that determine your fate?
Who'll give us love? Who'll give us hate?
Do what you want it's o.k. to dream
O.k. to dream, only a dream…
[Why even try]
Why even try, it's not worth it, I can't take it!
Maybe I'm weak, the pain's never ending
I'm getting numb, I begin not to feel it
Maybe I'm weak, I've started forgetting
Why even try, there's no way I can do it
I'm too empty inside
[Stupid punk anthem]
I wanna do what I want
Not when I'm old
I wanna do it now while I'm young
Before I get to old
I'm gonna make these decisions for myself
Not no one else
But how do I know what's gonna be best?
Wanna live, wanna die
Wanna laugh, wanna cry
Wanna do what I want so I can be myself
Don't wanna follow, wanna lead myself
So I can see who I am
And who will really help me out
Sick and tired of their sh**
Being led to believe
In the end there might be things
To benefit our lives
I guess the best feelings
That I've had deep inside
Have been the ones that made it clear
I'm not like anybody else