Hook
My State of Mind
Unbalanced thoughts
I paid the cost for every single thing I've lost
Maybe just to shine, just to floss
Not everybody hustling is a boss
Not everybody looking for you lost
Not every woman married want divorce
What good is all this freedom when our own existence cost?
My state of Mind
Unbalanced thoughts
Verse 1
Torn between 2 world's, lived it with 2 lives
Torn between 2 wars, seen it with 2 eyes
Tell me how you know truth, when all you ever seen's lies?
Tell me how you know love, when all you ever seen's cries?
Mother's, brother's, father's, sister's all of them I've seen die
Sacrificial lambs, to the God's of war not most high's
Jesus Christ! Allah! who can you call Ally?
For security like Allied, to fight for life without pride
Live life like a warrior, that's sword is what you die by
But a knife ain't k**ing sh**, when muthaf**as drive by
This uniform i live by, won't be what i die by
Tell Uncle Sam thank you, for all these checks he signed right
Yea, I risked my life for this country
Salute to all the soldiers that have died for this country
A prayer for all the families with loses, I keep the names alive
So let there stories live on, in this unbalanced State of Mind
Hook
My State of Mind
Unbalanced thoughts
I paid the cost for every single thing I've lost
Maybe just to shine, just to floss
Not everybody hustling is a boss
Not everybody looking for you lost
Not every woman married want divorce
What good is all this freedom when our own existence cost?
My state of Mind
Unbalanced thoughts
Verse 2
I say, world in disorder half the sinners offer the (W)ater
The (O)ther half will trade (R)ebellion for the martyr
While the preachers and the teacher in the distance steady (L)oiter
I put the world in (D)efinition, see dis order?
Destruction in the silver lining, we bleed for quarters
The family tree a recipe for government slaughter
Keep ya dreams of Maserati's, c**a cola bodies
While the richer getting richer, Robin (robbing) Hoods now a hobby
I'm starting this resistance, to face these John Gotti's
On the outside it's politics, but inside it's mobbing
World wide crime sprees, and funding for ISIS
Inside jobs, abortion laws and CIA bombings
Government fund schemes higher tax prices
Get evicted or defaulted, just for thinking with no license
It's crazy, but this is the how the world's designed
I tell the truth with no lies, in this unbalanced State of Mind
Hook
My State of Mind
Unbalanced thoughts
I paid the cost for every single thing I've lost
Maybe just to shine, just to floss
Not everybody hustling is a boss
Not everybody looking for you lost
Not every woman married want divorce
What good is all this freedom when our own existence cost?
My state of Mind
Unbalanced thoughts
Verse 3
You can label me an infidel, never just informal
Maybe I'm just in for deals, what if I'm just in for real?
Don't tell me that you hungry, yo we all tryna get these meals(mils)
But I word rather work or fail, you would lie cheat or steal
I ain't tryna be a slave, I'm just tryna keep it real
We already in the cage, behind the bars I grip the steel
With money there is freedom, without it there is reason
And real n***as get books, but not the ones you read from
I'm suited for the high way, no bean pies or bow ties
Just dope sk**s and quote rhymes, something to be known by
Like Michael Jackson dream high, or fall flat Joe Guy
Like Martin Luther don't fight, or Smoking Joe I'll blow by
Any opposition, you boy ain't been the same
Since 2Pac came in a vision, and slapped him the kitchen
Said n***a here's the torch, now run until the fire dies
But I'm already dead, in this unbalanced State of Mind
Hook
My State of Mind
Unbalanced thoughts
I paid the cost for every single thing I've lost
Maybe just to shine, just to floss
Not everybody hustling is a boss
Not everybody looking for you lost
Not every woman married want divorce
What good is all this freedom when our own existence cost?
My state of Mind
Unbalanced thoughts