[Intro: NORMAN ATOMIC]
Hold up, po' me up, yes
Double the cup just to cut the stress in half
Guess who the f** left
After all is said and done, regret the past
Best move along, got a long way to go, ayy
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know (aye!)
[Verse 1: NORMAN ATOMIC]
Shawty, I don't mind, but you're always on my mind
Think about you all the time, think about you all the time
Where the f** was I when this relationship dried?
I was probably high to realize you left my side
I will finally give out and die, finally give out and die
I would love it if you bring me flowers, if you come by
If you come around
[Chorus: ANTHONY MARS]
$uicide been on my mind
Pour my heart on the concrete every f**ing time
Each time you left, it feels like you died
Depressed and I don't wanna go on any longer
[Verse 2: ANTHONY MARS]
Delusions keep me going
Illusions keep me hoping
Parachute woven from broken down
Men are from Mars, but there's nothing but cold
Grow up all alone
No fam, no home
So I do d**, just to numb up
Yeah, I do d**, when I wanna
Back off the Xans, five in the morning
Ain't tryna come down
Ain't tryna be sober
[Chorus: ANTHONY MARS with NORMAN ATOMIC]
$uicide been on my mind
Pour my heart on the concrete every f**ing time
$uicide been on my mind
Pour my heart on the concrete every f**ing time
$uicide been on my mind
Pour my heart on the concrete every f**ing time
$uicide been on my mind
Pour my heart on the concrete every f**ing time