I'm stuck inside my mind
It's ugly what I find
You think that I'm so kind
This face has got you blind
The little girl will hide so pretty on the outside
Gonna burn and bleed
This hate is k**ing me
I stay awake till three
I'm drownin' in my sleep
I know the flesh is weak
I pray my soul to keep
I suffocated with grief
This monster will not leave
My nightmare's just begun
I hate what I've become
(Cuz you made me to break me)
I'm daddy's little girl
My mommy's next to me
I'd rather k** myself, than go to therapy
Why won't I shut my mouth?
Cuz you've got eyes like me
Why don't you shoot yourself?
So someone dies for me mommy!
(Cuz you made me to hate me)
I try to fight but there's no use guess I was built for your abuse bodies bruised
Hands are cold vicious thoughts I can't control
Shed the demons of the past slit my wrists so they ask... what is real? What is fake? Pray to god I don't break
(Father forgive me, for I have sinned it's been 2 weeks since my last confession)
Don't tell me what I've broken you ain't seen nothin' yet
The gla** just left me swollen
It's you I'm gonna get
Are you afraid of me? I think you should be
I'd rather k** myself than let you make me bleed
I live in misery and sit there quietly
Why don't you stab yourself so someone dies for me? Mommy
No I'm not happy now
You're still here next to me
I'd rather swallow sh** than you infecting me
I vomit constantly while you apologize
Why don't you k** yourself so someone f**in' dies! Mommy