Those words i wrote, they sicken me now
I want to bleed something sweeter, but i don't know how
Smell my heart beneath the gauze
I love you because
I can't forget the "way we was"
I can't help but feel offended
By the boys that you've befriended
Sick of the humiliation
Lived as an afterthought, a compilication
Believe me when i say you made me, you saved me
I don't know what i did to make you hate me
It's misty clеar that you never forgave mе
Searching for things that just aren't in me
Secret letters to secret lovers that'll never be
Dragged our fingers on a breath stained glass
Blew a kiss to dearies passed
Obsessed and depressed
Undressed and repressed
The only things that stay the same:
Our youth, our truth, our love, our flame
Send me your smell to my house in hell
A drop of your love, a wish to be well
Your spit is my spit
Kept my wrists slit
Then: sad but true
Now: keeping me blue
Know who you love at every age
Forgotten regrets on a salt water page
Hard to hide, harder to care
Dry an eye with a handful of hair
Lost my love on a slippery slope
Your perfume pressed on an envelope