Verse 1: Yeah, most of the time i feel alone
Though i have a home with a brother and a mom, yo
It seems like my mind, my soul is on its
Own, it feels like I'm growing f**ing cold
Even with a bad hand i won't fold i stand
Strong, since the very day i was born
Need to stop mentioning my sh** in every song, I might
Think I did wrong, though destiny is already drawn
Can't do something bout it, just try to get along and
Learn from the situation I`m found on
Walking through the night busting raps kicking stones
Anxious to meet again with my friend the microphone
Picturing myself in the throne, where I belong
I can leave you crying n***a i can leave you blown, yo
Son, I won't bite my tongue til I'm gone 'Til I'm
Dead 'til I'm dust 'til I'm motherf**ing bones
-Verse 2: Tired of people, f**ing asking 'Are you sad?'
They don't know about the weight that I carry on my back
Yeah life can be a b**h. can be crap
You can end up with no motherf**ing dad or
Maybe your wife left you for another lad
Yes I'm mad! so what? f** that
This world of ours is full of f**ing snitches and rats
f**ing backstabbers, foes and whiny s*uts then
Who am I supposed to motherf**ing -trust
Everyone is led by money, hoes and lust
Hip-hop is still besides me, just the f**ing 2 of us
We will stick together 'til the end no buts its a must
You will not always see me with this straight face but
Understand I'm going through some f**ing gray days and
Maybe one day, I'll happily lay and be
Able to say: 'those days went away'
Verse 3: You will- never get to understand my f**ing mind uh
This bitter pain has me thinking my life's on the line
Think I'm going crazy my only aid is the rhyme
If not i would either be on d** or doing crimes
Oh, yeah, this sweet life of mine
Glorious, wonderful, splendid and sublime
sh**, who am I trying to motherf**ing- lie?
Though i feel the time's coming, the time to smile
You will not always see me with this straight face but
Understand I'm going through some f**ing gray days and
Maybe one day, I'll happily lay and be
Able to say: 'those days went away'